the heart misses..

we had our second interim crit for our final project today.. i felt like throwing up before i presented my work for lack of sleep.. my work is a bit far behind.. i know that myself.. i know what i want to do, and i can see where my project will be going but i just have to get to doing it.. i hope time will be on my side as i struggle to get things done by early November..

i'm stressed, i'm scared.. and what do you do when at a time like this, when you really need someone to talk to, that someone is not there..? and when you feel tired and empty, your mind starts wandering and your heart aches for moments when you were really truly happy and content where nothing else mattered..

i admit. i'm homesick. i don't want to be. but i am..

i miss waking up to mum's nagging..
i miss seeing dad off to work..
i miss the smell of mum's perfume when she leaves the house..
i miss dad's jokes.. how he makes everything seem so funny..
i miss mum's cooking..
i miss the monthly family grocery shopping at giant or carrefour..
i miss laughing with reena..
i miss nagging reena..
i miss eating out with them..
i miss the late night mamak trips with mum n dad..
i miss nagging dad about his sugar intake..
i miss family gatherings..
i miss cousin outings..
i miss scoffing down durians with mum n dad..
i miss it when reena scrunches up her face at the sight of durians..

i miss them so much.. i really do..

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[Aila]

i missed my family too..
Jgn sesedihla la..nanti La lg sedih woo..hehehe..akak sedih2 akak sekeh je amy..hehehhhahahhahha

p/s: ampon mijah!~~hahah

[Anum]

shian kak mimi...
jangan sesedey k...
kite kat cni pun miss my family walaupun jarak dr umah sekangkang kera...hehehehe..

alo aila...meh sini balik jb meh..